Wow! Congratulations on such an honest real life lesson and sharing your life’s experience with us. Since I can remember I have advanced through life’s both positive and negative blows listening to my I instinct and gut feelings. The few times I did not are my scarce life’s regrets. I also have a natural internal organ I call my eject button. Again, any situation my gut feeling disliked I would auto press my eject button and escape. And finally, nature, I agree, is our best free therapeutic medecine. It is my place of excellence too for spitting out any darkness that can hurt my soul and spirit. Thanks so much for your incredible article.